So.. is this how it's gonna end?
I really screwed up this time.
When did I go wrong.. how did I end up like this...
All I wanted to do was to take care of them.. so they'd never have to worry about anything...
...
This blood.. so red... it reminds me of her lips...
Ungh..
God! I.. I don't want to die!
I know I've lived a sinful life, and have no right to ask anything of you..
But please! I've never asked you for anything before..
And.. I'm not asking this for myself.. I'm asking this for them, for their sake.
The people I take care of.. the people who love me..
I don't wish to disapoint them.. to hurt them by dying.....
Hngh...
...
I guess not..
but I'm not mad at you..
Just promise.. promise me.. you'll take care of them for me, now that I'm gone...
Don't let it go as bad for them as it did for me.. I don't want them to end up like me..
Just.. do this for me, God..
Promise...
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