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<blockquote class="quote"><div class="quote-nouser">Quote:</div><div class="post-text"> <br /> I haven't left the home Tormie, so it wasn't this blonde <br /> </div></blockquote> <br /> <br /> <br /> Oh, I thought at other blondes...lol ( <img src="https://www.posetteforever.com/images/smiles/5bullwhip.gif" alt="" /> )

Blondes....! <img src="https://www.posetteforever.com/images/smiles/eusa_naughty.gif" alt="" /> <br /> <br /> Never touch 'em! <img src="https://www.posetteforever.com/images/smiles/eusa_snooty.gif" alt="" /> Too much trouble <br /> <br /> Just ask my girlfriend <img src="https://www.posetteforever.com/images/smiles/biggrin.gif" alt="" />

Well, without wanting to bore anyone, here is the short version of the last few months They say confession is good for the soul, so maybe this is my baring of my soul. No need to read or comment if you don't want to. Just getting a few things off my chest. <img src="https://www.posetteforever.com/images/smiles/eusa_boohoo.gif" alt="" /> <br /> <br /> I owned my own company, an Architectural and Interior design business that specialised in Restaurants, Bars, Corporate offices and Retail Shops. We did a lot of work and made some very good money over the last years. And had a lot of fun doing it, despite the pressure and time constraints inherent in the industry. <br /> <br /> Due to a few bad debts and difficult projects (major complications with City councils) that my company had undertaken in the last year the business was struggling for cash flow. I made some bad managerial decisions, in the hope that it would all somehow turn out right, and compounded the problems. I had to let go all of my employees and take on all the work myself. <br /> <br /> I cut back on spending and every thing I could think of. For a while I teetered on the edge of financial collapse and struggled through for a few months, working up to eighty hours a week; trying, vainly, to dig myself out from under. <br /> <br /> About this time, not surprisingly, I became depressed. Very bloody depressed! It's hard to work effectively when in that state and I fell further behind. I can make no excuses for the position I found myself in. It's my business and the final responsibility rests with me. I've been running the business since 1989 so I'm not exactly inexperienced and should have seen the challenges coming and put the necessary plans in place. I didn't. <br /> <br /> During this time my laptop died, the car broke down and my office was robbed again. The home backup computer failed and a good friend of mine was diagnosed with cancer... sheesh, enough already! <br /> <br /> In January the Company was put into Administration, voluntarily, and then it proceeded to Liquidation and was wound up in late February. Some of the creditors continued to chase me as the managing director of the company, but by the end of February it had all been sorted out. <br /> <br /> This has been one of the most difficult periods of my life. And thoughts of ending it all did cross my mind, I'm embarrassed to say. But I'm still here and fighting on. Running afoul of big business, legal firms and the Taxation Office is not for the feint hearted, let me tell you. <br /> <br /> I'm still working in the same industry, trying to rebuild. I work by myself now, sharing an office with another designer (graphic and signs). <br /> <br /> Sorry I ignored all of you, but I basically ignored everyone for the period until I came out the other side. Anything other than the problem at hand was a distraction and sapped any strength I had left. It's amazing what seems trivial during a time like this. <br /> <br /> Well, that's the story, for what it's worth. Thanks for reading if you've made it this far. Anyone who has a feeling that they might have a financial problem ahead, my advice; sort it out fast. Don't hesitate for a day, just face it and get it solved. <br /> <br /> Thank you to all my friends, simply for just being here to chat to when I could. You don't know how much this place can be a haven at times... <img src="https://www.posetteforever.com/images/smiles/smile.gif" alt="" /> <br /> <br /> Ozy...

I am sorry to hear what has happened to you. I know what it is like to stuggle and fight to keep what you have and try to press on. At times, it has seemed that was all my life has been. When we went through a particularly brutal period, it drove out all joy and creativity, leaving only duty, honor and reponsibility. We are still recovering from the troubles of that time, sometimes I wonder if we will ever be fully recovered. <br /> <br /> Have courage, and fight on. <br /> <br /> Pangor

Hi Brett, I'm very sorry about what has happened to you <img src="https://www.posetteforever.com/images/smiles/crybaby2.gif" alt="" /> . Damnit ! It seems that in the last period wrong things has happened to a lot of my friends here <img src="https://www.posetteforever.com/images/smiles/eusa_snooty.gif" alt="" /> , I'm very angry... <br /> <br /> I hope that you will succeed to pay the debts soon and I wish you a very good luck for the future because you really deserve it: I know you as one can know another person who is living on the opposite side of the world but I know that you're a very honest man and honesty pays. For the new users you have to know that Ozy is one of the first supporters of PF and helped a lot to build it in the first period. He's is also and admin here (actually the admins, me too, don't exist for the security problems, but I'll restore them when my lazyness will permit me to upgrade the software) <br /> <br /> I wish you a very good luck Brett, and we'll be here when you'll need some relax and little nice moments <img src="https://www.posetteforever.com/images/smiles/heartbeat.gif" alt="" />

I'm so sorry for all that you've been though Ozy, and as hard as it must have been I'm glady you shared this with us <img src="https://www.posetteforever.com/images/smiles/smile.gif" alt="" /> Opening up and talking about it is a step towards healing, and I hope the steps get easier as you go along in time. Davide's right, we'll all be here for you when you need us <img src="https://www.posetteforever.com/images/smiles/smile.gif" alt="" /> <br /> <br /> Always, <br /> GP

Ditto on qwhat's already been said. I'm sorry to hear that you've been going through all this stuff. Thanks for sharing, in your discription - that being "social" just takes to much strength, i recognize myself when i'm going through something. You know we're here if you need to talk, vent or just be.

Thank you, friends. Your thoughts are appreciated. <br /> <br /> I have learned so much from this period that I can now find positives in it. If I look very hard... <img src="https://www.posetteforever.com/images/smiles/smile.gif" alt="" />