Thank you all very much, your comments mean the world to me
I'm feeling a bit better this afternoon, less stressed over it all and trying to just go about my days as normal as possible until I have the surgery. I figure what will come will come and getting stressed out won't help it much. Right now I"ve sent Bob after 2 chili cheese dogs with onions and a moolatate <sp?? A coffee/icecream drink at dairy queen>

He said he feels like he's catering to a pregnant woman but didn't even blink about running after food for me

I haven't been eating much and actually lost 11 pounds in the last month so I figured I would give myself a treat, now I just hope I feel like eating it when he returns

If not, I'm sure one of you will eat it for me right?